Naked Series
Naked Pt. 1
Its easy to take your clothes off.
Its easy to let others see your body.
But baby, do you let them see beneath all that skin? Have you opened up your heart?
Its time to get naked.
Time to allow my true self to dance in front of others.
No more hiding my essence.
I want you all to experience the juiciness of my being. Not the good rational one. The one who just is. The one who screams, laughs and cries. The one who feels. The one who changes every day.
Recently Ive developed a relationship with my womb. Its been a roller coaster. From feeling the biggest physical pain I have ever felt during medicinal ceremonies. A pain I didn’t understand where it came from but knew I just needed to feel in order to let go. To then developing a habit of speaking with my womb, the creator, the sacred energy of my being. Ive gotten to know my womb in such a transforming way. I know how she physically feels throughout my cycle. I know what music calms her. I know also what events trigger her. Ive learned how to make love to her. And slowly I feel her helping me make better decisions. She has that innate intelligence. I see it in my dreams.
She was dormant for so long. Even tho I didn’t even knew her I hated her. Every menstruation I spoke so much hate towards her. I disposed her blood and felt ashamed of her. For years, I masked her pain with painkillers while all along all she was doing was trying to communicate with me. I was shutting her down. I didn’t value her purity, I let strangers touch her. I let them mistreat her. Oh, baby girl how sorry I am. But its all well now. She is ever forgiving.
She is sacred & I love her so much.
For my fellow womb & cervix humans, get to know these powerful guides. Thank them for everything they do for you. They are not just a group of cells on your body.
-note to cervix
Naked Pt. 2
Sometimes being naked can be freeing & liberating. Sometimes it’s quite the opposite.
Sometimes you end up naked cause they robbed you of all your clothing. They took away all of the layers.
Sometimes its neccesary and healing to remove layers, sometimes it’s toxic. Some layers are protective, some layers are boundaries..
When you’re left naked, you have no protection. No cote, no weapons, no trust, nothing to pick yourself up and fight.
Being this naked it’s more than scary, it kills you inside. It creates a turmoil in your stomach and an aching pain in your heart. Your body starts grieving that loss. It says goodbye to those layers of protection, those layers of love. It says goodbye with blood running down your cheeck. Not tears, baby these tears are red.
But inside that nakedness is vulnerability. Inside there is forgiveness. It opens up a new territory never seen before. A space where there is no good or bad. A space without judgement. A space of compassion. A space that in a way no longer wants all of those layers. A space that can somehow become an opportunity to break free! To shatter all that was and carefully curate all that is truly deeply needed. A space to endulge in daydreams of a connection to another being where unconditional love truly exists.
Maybe I’m a hopeless romantic, or maybe this is what its truly about: putting up layers and then life breaking them down to rebuild over again until one day you look at yourself in the mirror or at your partners eyes and know you consciously put every single brick, layer by layer, until you built this incredible loving expansive foundation.
Note to self: If after all that you find yourself being ripped off your clothing again, you find yourself naked..remember you not only created that space for the relationship, you created it for yourself. Look in the mirror and allow yourself to fully process how much you have grown in order to truly emanate compassion. Know that all of these blocks didnt just lay a foundation for that relationship, know they laid the main structure of your own house. Right then and there: fly, fly baby girl.
Naked Pt. 3
Sometimes we are afraid of letting of comfortable clothing.
It feels like home. It already has a scent that we know.
Deep down you do have a desire to try new styles but you keep prolonging it.
You keep convincing yourself of how these clothes have served you well, how they protect and cover you.
But in order to keep growing and evolving you must release them
You are changing shape and form.
Those clothes no longer fit you well.
What you used to consider the best of the best isn't anymore.
Your standards keep rising.
You now deserve higher quality textiles.
It’s okay if you weren't the one who took it off. Sometimes others
do what you can’t do yourself. It’s all in the plan.
The universe knows best.
The important thing is, you are now naked, again.
But this time, you have the energy and space to curate exactly what styles serves you best.
You have the space to explore and try new things.
You are free.
So thank you universe for allowing me to find the pleasure in all things, specially the ones that shake me to my core.
Naked Pt. 4
This time around.
No one ripped you off your clothing.
You slowly undressed yourself.
Taking time with each item.
You made it into a pleasurable experience.
Removing the layers on top of your skin.
Getting curious to everything underneath.
You let the sun shimmer on each brand new exposed skin.
You let the moon caress it too.
The light & the darkness.
You started falling in love again.
But this time, the love wasn’t directed towards a man.
This time the love goes straight to the naked woman in front of the mirror.
You saw all the “imperfections” in day light & you hugged them.
You even made love to them.
You opened up your legs and saw the power you hold. You started allowing that power to run your life not all that logic inside your head.
You are naked.
But this time baby, you are enjoying every inch of it.
You are allowing yourself to show up naked in front of the world and most importantly in front of yourself.
By shedding all the clothing.
By removing all those heavy & distracting layers..
Your true essence is coming out.
& baby girl get ready cause there’s no turning back now.
